meeting the family

hmm… I guess it was too good to be true… thinking that things could be, would be ok between us. That you really were happy that I was happy. Maybe you are. Maybe your aren’t. Regardless. I can’t stop caring. I can’t stop worrying. Yes, I’ve moved on, I *needed* to. I needed to believe the things that forced me move on *were* attainable in another person. I have found they are. I hope you can find what you need. I hope one day the friendship you claim we were going to have comes to fruition.

Sigh………………..

uhhh-Ahem…..

“Girl of my dreams…
What do I do this for?
Got to get out some more
Go down to the grocery store
Meet someone I’ll adore
Someone who’ll make me laugh
Someone to be my better half
Keep me warm under the sack
Share with me my midnight snack…”

-from Girl of my Dreams by Hayden

weekend…

well.. I have already done this entry but the laptop died just as I was submitted… heh. what are the chances? Anyways… bloody Leafs tied the series at 3. Big games tomorrow! Leafs and Canucks!

I had a great time in Killaloe… the area is beautiful. I met quite a few more members of B.’s family… all of which were great, friendly people who made me feel welcome. I did really appreciate that. So. Things may appear to be zipping along but I think they are where they should be. I think normally dates are a few hours… ours have been 12+ hours. The total time we have spent together has made us remarkably comfortable together. I’m happy things are going are well as they are.