sigh.

It was 4:15PM on a Friday afternoon. The day before I go away for holidays for week. I was called into my bosses office. I knew something was up. Two white papers turned upside down on the corner of the desk. Then he began, “This is never easy to do…“. Sigh. Laid off.

I’m trying to figure out what hurts the most. I loved the job, the people I worked with. Everything finally seemed to fit in life filled with job misses. I guess I have to add another to the list. Sigh. Brutal.

To have to begin the whole horrible job searching process again…A process I loathe with my whole being. The uncertainty. The instability in your life… Money issues. All the shit starts again… Just when things were starting to look bright.

Surgite I guess. See what the next chapter brings.

going to cali, no I don’t think so

Places I’m thinking of staying: here or here and this is a good map of parks in the area.

Update: Désolé! …cette page n’est pas disponible. Links are all 404 now. :/

ugh smash evil blog

gawd dammit… I have tried all night to get the fucking add a comment to work. well it still does not. so – it has been disabled until I have a better brain day. sigh.